I am so unhappy, again. And i have no one to talk to. There is no part of my life which i am happy with. I cry everyday, but no one can help.
Im so sorry grandad,
you were the nicest person i have ever met, with an amazing character, i truely believe i will never meet anyone like you again, even when you were sick and in pain you still tried to make everyone around you laugh, you will never be forgotten and you have left such a mark on this world, i couldnt even put it in to words how much you meant to so many people!
i cant help but feel bad that for the last year of your life i didnt see you as much as i would have liked! I want to make you proud of me.
I just wish i did more for you when you were alive, i am so sorry.